plagued

It’s 12:15am and I can’t sleep. I haven’t slept well in days, but tonight… tonight I *know* what’s plaguing my mind and preventing rest. Tonight, I know what is keeping me awake.

It’s that voice saying, “Really??? Lunch? Why did you do that? Why didn’t you listen to me??”

It’s that same voice that’s saying, “You did so well listening at dinner and then had to go blow it with that .66 lbs of fro yo. FAT.”

The voice is already bothering me about tomorrow, “You’re meeting a friend for breakfast? You know that means you have to eat right? Way to go. You’re ruining everything.”

The voice won’t let me sleep and I don’t know how to tune it out. <3 (Testing a new color)

~ by Sisters By <3 on March 12, 2009.